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thIngs caNnot stAnd...

..well..honestly...sometimes I feel like so alone , nobody's care , rejected , useless in everything.I dunno la what the future hold about me...still wondering...quite so tired in dissapointing , suffering , commented , it is like all I do is all wrong and all those peoples surround me is totally correct.I still dunNo until when I can stand this temptation...wanna be the best but I have to beat the less also...waw...mati pun susah , hidup pun lagi la susah...so I got no choice..life must be goes on no matter what happen...


I love my self , I love God as He loves me , I love my family as well and all my friends surround me....waw....as the things goes up and down and I become older I still don't have the heart of ready to be an adult .... I just can't be an adult..but what I can do fot it...time will pass faster ... I am quite so tired , exhausted , loveless , useless , undependtion ... aaarrggHHH...!!!..so many la...LOL...what la this life...God is still exist .... amen..I still cannot understand the life...once I talk about something all peoples laughed at me..so nonsense..ahahha...this is .. for me the real temptation...my question about my self is..until when I can stand on this life storm...I  tired of everything .. being someone is quite so hard and complicated , it killing me..waw...

.... tired..indescribable...it is more than words I can say...ahaahha..I know that when we get trouble in life we cannot be sad at all..honestly it is true..but how long it could be...until when the pain will suffer us...???...waww...at least I can rest totally la...waw..it's banging me up...there are so many lesson in human natural life beyond any tragedy , accident , and so on but why there still no repentation among the crowd...LOL...so many things...just get relax saja...no special ... only sin that we can bear if we live alone without God...tiRed..but enjoy...that we call pure life....

boRing...weLL..it's mE...

..LOL..life is cheerful and beatiful made..it is so fun..hoho...there got class , house work , maybe on the future I will have my assignment soon , go to work , serving the Lord , and doing all stuff , ..waw...it is what we call life responsible...ahaha..ong boroson...kunun la....I love sometimes facing the busy life but not the busy body one .. I used to work my body as well because I love it ... ahaha...getting tired ,  frustrated , stressed and so on. sometimes I like it so much but sometime I hate to be in that place..ahaha...ada ka...anyway .. I have to practice my faith and try the new thing every single day in my life so that I can gain more knowledge....heaheha...get out from the comfort zone is much better for me..so that we know tha level of our faith or our knowledge where we can survive with it...

ahahha...it is my daily life...I am normal and used to be like that la...never be perfect but always have commitment when I do something even though I got so tired...exhausted...ahaha...there was one day when I cannot move my body as usual..ahaha...when I remember it i felt it was so funny .. takut mati uda..ahahha....what I need to do is just take some time to relax and  some rest in physically..kos it was so exhausted...huhu...

life schedule is fun but I don't like that my schedule controlling me .. I am the one who created them then I got my authority in it...ahaha...whatever I do , I 'll do it according the schedule but with my own skills and flexibility...ehehe...watch out guYZ...life is challenges..you must stand on it..count on it...ahahha...

..entah la....

..... wat ever in this world we've faced ... it is used to pressing us even I got so tired to face it...huhu...used to be like that la...the real life of the world and as I grows up I saw peoples surround me there got so many thing that I couldn't stand ... it is because there are so many life diversity and human natural habitual .... hohooho....if could turn back the time to my childhood or my primary school..hohoho...how happy I am...^_^..but I got no authority for that...well...huhu...

....it is me...recently...hoho..facing the challenging life...LOL...
... fight for the life....anyway .. now I am reading book 'your best life now'...it is so inspirational book ever..giving me spirit of confidence to gain the dream as well....knowing that through me I can do something that other peoples can't or unable to do...but with God strength la...ahah...I like to be different and keeping silent sometimes for some reasons..LOL....my friends asking me about me..ahaha..' freddy ,  why I couldn't understanding you , your character is like the weather , there got heavy rain , suddenly sun shine .... ahaha....so weird..'..
ahahha...that was a toughes question ever .. I just answer .... I also couldn't understand my self , how can I answer your question ,...huiahuaua....funny the movie betul..^_^...LOL...dude...all thing go through for some reasons...
... we don't know what the future hold...ahahha...whatever happens .. happens...

Secondhand Serenade Your Call

TIPE-X SELAMAT JALAN

ministry

He is the way

Sbab Kau Besar Eva - Lena Hellmark

Key: G

G Bm E

Ku b'ri kemuliaan dan hormat

 Am F D

Kuangkat suara pujian, kuagungkan namaMu

 G Bm E

Kub'ri kemuliaan dan hormat

 Am Cm7 D7

Kuangkat suara pujian, kuagungkan namaMu

Reff:

 G Em

S'bab Kau Besar, perbuatanMu ajaib

C Am7 D

Tiada seperti Engkau, tiada seperti Engkau

G Em

S'bab Kau Besar, perbuatanMu ajaib

 C Am7 D G

Tiada seperti Engkau, tiada seperti Engkau

my life

mY life ever be...

  

I have shOcking the kiDz...huhu...^_^

life living

hi guys...how are you doing...well it is the one real thing that we still live here in the world....I am a young book writer and I like to be opened minded as well...for nobody's perfect in this world ..... so , stiLL neEd a lot of people surround to improve for wHat I am...my lecturer said ' it take time to discover for who we are ' .... so hope there's God's humble slave to help me to build it up my ability or even my talent as well..even though I am not good enough ..at leaST  I become my self as well...I become for who I am..^_^
I am happy for who I am...