There is one person who is survived the crash of a ship. It was stranded on the small island and uninhabited. This man prayed to God to save him immediately, and every day he always looked at the sky, hoping for help.
Every single day he continued to hope, but none came. In the fatigue, the man finally succeeded building a small hut of dry wood that he collects to protect himself from the weather, and he keep a few things and items left remaining from the ship and put it together in his small hut.
Until one day, after he went out looking for food, and went back to his small hut. Something bad happens , he found that his small hut was burn and the smokes was rising into the sky. Through that tragedy the man lost everything he had.
He was sad and angry to God , he cried out: "Lord, why you allow all these accidents to me?" The Man crried and his tears contemplating his fate. The next day at morning , he was awakened by the sound of a big ship approaching the island. The ship was actuaLLy comes to rescue him.
"How do you know that I'm here?" asked the man to the rescue team.
"We saw the smoke as a sign that you do ," they answered.
Well sometimes It's easy to give up when bad things happens in our life. But we must not be scared at all , because God still works in our lives. Although we are in pain and distress. Remember, when your hut is burned, it was a "sign of smoke " , so the favour of God come to your life. When there is a negative event happens in this life, we must tell ourselves that God must have a positive response to the incident.
Below is the truth when, how the human's thought than the thought of God to every single problem:
When you say, "It is not possible."
God said: "Nothing is impossible for Me." (Luke 18:27)
As you said, "I'm too tired."
God said, "I will give you relief." (Matthew 11:28)
As you said, "Nobody loves me.
"God said, "I love you." (John 3:16, John 13:34)
As you said, "I am not able anymore.
"God said, "My grace is sufficient for you ." (2 Corinthians 12:9, Psalm 91:15)
As you said, "I do not understand at all.
"God said, "I will lead the steps. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
As you said, "I can not overcome.
"God said, "I provides all your needs. (Philippians 4:19)
As you said, "I'm afraid."
God said, "I do not give you the spirit of fear." (2 Timothy 1:7)
As you said, "I'm always worried and frustrated.
"God said, "Give me all your worries. (1 Peter 5:7)
As you said, "I do not have a strong faith.
"God said, "I give every person of faith according to their measurement. (Romans 12:3)
As you said, "I do not know.
"God said, "I give you wisdom." (1 Corinthians 1:30)
As you said, "I feel alone.
"God said, "I will never leave you." (Hebrews 13:5)
Once we know how far the differences in perspective between the human mind and the mind of God, do we still want to keep our minds? What you do not want to awitch from the perspective of God on every issue that we face in this world?
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
cinta yang sejati
"Bisa saya melihat bayi saya?" pinta seorang ibu yang baru melahirkan penuh kebahagiaan. Ketika gendongan itu berpindah ke tangannya dan ia membuka selimut yang membungkus wajah bayi lelaki yang mungil itu, ibu itu menahan nafasnya. Dokter yang menungguinya segera berbalik memandang ke arah luar jendela rumah sakit. Bayi itu dilahirkan tanpa kedua belah telinga! Waktu membuktikan bahwa pendengaran bayi yang kini telah tumbuh menjadi seorang anak itu bekerja dengan sempurna. Hanya penampilannya saja yang tampak aneh dan buruk.
Suatu hari anak lelaki itu bergegas pulang ke rumah dan membenamkan wajahnya di pelukan sang ibu yang menangis. Ia tahu hidup anak lelakinya penuh dengan kekecewaan dan tragedi. Anak lelaki itu terisak-isak berkata, "Seorang anak laki-laki besar mengejekku. Katanya, aku ini makhluk aneh."
Anak lelaki itu tumbuh dewasa. Ia cukup tampan dengan cacatnya. Ia pun disukai teman-teman sekolahnya. Ia juga mengembangkan bakatnya di bidang musik dan menulis. Ia ingin sekali menjadi ketua kelas. Ibunya mengingatkan, "Bukankah nantinya kau akan bergaul dengan remaja-remaja lain?" Namun dalam hati ibu merasa kasihan padanya.
Suatu hari ayah anak lelaki itu bertemu dengan seorang dokter yang bisa mencangkokkan telinga untuknya. "Saya percaya saya bisa memindahkan sepasang telinga untuknya. Tetapi harus ada seseorang yang bersedia mendonorkan telinganya," kata dokter. Kemudian, orangtua anak lelaki itu mulai mencari siapa yang mau mengorbankan telinga dan mendonorkannya pada mereka. Beberapa bulan sudah berlalu. Dan tibalah saatnya mereka memanggil anak lelakinya, "Nak, seseorang yang tak ingin dikenal telah bersedia mendonorkan telinganya padamu. Kami harus segera mengirimmu ke rumah sakit untuk dilakukan operasi. Namun, semua ini sangatlah rahasia," kata sang ayah.
Operasi berjalan dengan sukses. Seorang lelaki baru pun lahirlah. Bakat musiknya yang hebat itu berubah menjadi kejeniusan. Ia pun menerima banyak penghargaan dari sekolahnya. Beberapa waktu kemudian ia pun menikah dan bekerja sebagai seorang diplomat. Ia menemui ayahnya, "Yah, aku harus mengetahui siapa yang telah bersedia mengorbankan ini semua padaku. Ia telah berbuat sesuatu yang besar namun aku sama sekali belum membalas kebaikannya." Ayahnya menjawab, "Ayah yakin kau takkan bisa membalas kebaikan hati orang yang telah memberikan telinga itu." Setelah terdiam sesaat ayahnya melanjutkan, "Sesuai dengan perjanjian, belum saatnya bagimu untuk mengetahui semua rahasia ini."
Tahun berganti tahun. Kedua orangtua lelaki itu tetap menyimpan rahasia. Hingga suatu hari tibalah saat yang menyedihkan bagi keluarga itu. Di hari itu ayah dan anak lelaki itu berdiri di tepi peti jenazah ibunya yang baru saja meninggal. Dengan perlahan dan lembut, sang ayah membelai rambut jenazah ibu yang terbujur kaku itu, lalu menyibaknya sehingga tampaklah... bahwa sang ibu tidak memiliki telinga. "Ibumu pernah berkata bahwa ia senang sekali bisa memanjangkan rambutnya," bisik sang ayah. "Dan tak seorang pun menyadari bahwa ia telah kehilangan sedikit kecantikannya bukan?"
Kecantikan yang sejati tidak terletak pada penampilan tubuh namun di dalam hati. Harta karun yang hakiki tidak terletak pada apa yang bisa terlihat, namun pada apa yang tidak dapat terlihat. Cinta yang sejati tidak terletak pada apa yang telah dikerjakan dan diketahui, namun pada apa yang telah dikerjakan namun tidak diketahui.
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Suatu hari anak lelaki itu bergegas pulang ke rumah dan membenamkan wajahnya di pelukan sang ibu yang menangis. Ia tahu hidup anak lelakinya penuh dengan kekecewaan dan tragedi. Anak lelaki itu terisak-isak berkata, "Seorang anak laki-laki besar mengejekku. Katanya, aku ini makhluk aneh."
Anak lelaki itu tumbuh dewasa. Ia cukup tampan dengan cacatnya. Ia pun disukai teman-teman sekolahnya. Ia juga mengembangkan bakatnya di bidang musik dan menulis. Ia ingin sekali menjadi ketua kelas. Ibunya mengingatkan, "Bukankah nantinya kau akan bergaul dengan remaja-remaja lain?" Namun dalam hati ibu merasa kasihan padanya.
Suatu hari ayah anak lelaki itu bertemu dengan seorang dokter yang bisa mencangkokkan telinga untuknya. "Saya percaya saya bisa memindahkan sepasang telinga untuknya. Tetapi harus ada seseorang yang bersedia mendonorkan telinganya," kata dokter. Kemudian, orangtua anak lelaki itu mulai mencari siapa yang mau mengorbankan telinga dan mendonorkannya pada mereka. Beberapa bulan sudah berlalu. Dan tibalah saatnya mereka memanggil anak lelakinya, "Nak, seseorang yang tak ingin dikenal telah bersedia mendonorkan telinganya padamu. Kami harus segera mengirimmu ke rumah sakit untuk dilakukan operasi. Namun, semua ini sangatlah rahasia," kata sang ayah.
Operasi berjalan dengan sukses. Seorang lelaki baru pun lahirlah. Bakat musiknya yang hebat itu berubah menjadi kejeniusan. Ia pun menerima banyak penghargaan dari sekolahnya. Beberapa waktu kemudian ia pun menikah dan bekerja sebagai seorang diplomat. Ia menemui ayahnya, "Yah, aku harus mengetahui siapa yang telah bersedia mengorbankan ini semua padaku. Ia telah berbuat sesuatu yang besar namun aku sama sekali belum membalas kebaikannya." Ayahnya menjawab, "Ayah yakin kau takkan bisa membalas kebaikan hati orang yang telah memberikan telinga itu." Setelah terdiam sesaat ayahnya melanjutkan, "Sesuai dengan perjanjian, belum saatnya bagimu untuk mengetahui semua rahasia ini."
Tahun berganti tahun. Kedua orangtua lelaki itu tetap menyimpan rahasia. Hingga suatu hari tibalah saat yang menyedihkan bagi keluarga itu. Di hari itu ayah dan anak lelaki itu berdiri di tepi peti jenazah ibunya yang baru saja meninggal. Dengan perlahan dan lembut, sang ayah membelai rambut jenazah ibu yang terbujur kaku itu, lalu menyibaknya sehingga tampaklah... bahwa sang ibu tidak memiliki telinga. "Ibumu pernah berkata bahwa ia senang sekali bisa memanjangkan rambutnya," bisik sang ayah. "Dan tak seorang pun menyadari bahwa ia telah kehilangan sedikit kecantikannya bukan?"
Kecantikan yang sejati tidak terletak pada penampilan tubuh namun di dalam hati. Harta karun yang hakiki tidak terletak pada apa yang bisa terlihat, namun pada apa yang tidak dapat terlihat. Cinta yang sejati tidak terletak pada apa yang telah dikerjakan dan diketahui, namun pada apa yang telah dikerjakan namun tidak diketahui.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
yOu dO youR paRt anD GoD wiLL dO HiS paRt
Declare God's favor - Let me encourage you to start expecting and declaring God's favor in your life.Every morning before you leave the house , say something like this : " Father , I thank You that I have Your favor.Your favor is opening doors of opportunity.Your favor is bringing success into my life.Your favor is causing people to want to help me."Then go out with confidence , expecting good things to happen , expecting doors to open for you that may not open for somebody else,knowing that you have an advantage.There's something special about you.You have the favor of God.
when you go to bed,continue thanking God and declaring His favor and goodness in your life.Anytime you get in a situation where you need favor ,learn to declare it.You don't have to loudly broadcast it to the world.You can whisper it,if you prefer.Your voice is irrelevant,it's your faith that makes the difference.
Live favor-minded.Get up each day and expect it and declare it.Say , " I have the favor of GOd." Don't sit back passively.You do your part,and God will do His part.And you'll everything you need.~freds.
when you go to bed,continue thanking God and declaring His favor and goodness in your life.Anytime you get in a situation where you need favor ,learn to declare it.You don't have to loudly broadcast it to the world.You can whisper it,if you prefer.Your voice is irrelevant,it's your faith that makes the difference.
Live favor-minded.Get up each day and expect it and declare it.Say , " I have the favor of GOd." Don't sit back passively.You do your part,and God will do His part.And you'll everything you need.~freds.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
... thE momEnt's moment...
... 09/10/2010...
the date is the moment's moment..
.... long time when I was form 5 in school I used to ran about 100m...
but here...I just fill my boring day at the end of this week to join the sport day of UniRazak run by University at penampang sport complex...
..it's quite so funny for me because suddenly join the games and almost fainted...thank God , I have the very good metabolism to stand for it so that I will not fell and faint...since these day and the time after I ran for 400m ( 1 round )..I don't show my face anymore 'coz I can't take any longer anymore..
..even the soccer I don't want to join already even though my friends called me to join it..but refuse to go...my whole body was very pain...sLept in the bus when On the way bacK home...BTW , it's a good memories for me...I went to MEGA LONG the biggest mall and the longest maLL in penampang area...I saw so many things and including Datuk Peter Majuntin's monument behind the MEGA LONG mall...
near it..I've read about him and knows about the history...
he was a such kind of noble person during his life and I proud because he was a sabahan leader long time ago and was led sabah until the independency ..
the date is the moment's moment..
.... long time when I was form 5 in school I used to ran about 100m...
but here...I just fill my boring day at the end of this week to join the sport day of UniRazak run by University at penampang sport complex...
..it's quite so funny for me because suddenly join the games and almost fainted...thank God , I have the very good metabolism to stand for it so that I will not fell and faint...since these day and the time after I ran for 400m ( 1 round )..I don't show my face anymore 'coz I can't take any longer anymore..
near it..I've read about him and knows about the history...
he was a such kind of noble person during his life and I proud because he was a sabahan leader long time ago and was led sabah until the independency ..
but , unfortunately he died at the plane crash near sembuLan during heading to Kuala Lumpur..
He and few leaders were with him and also victims at the plane crash...
..end of that story..
me and friend went out and walked around donggongon area and having fun with so many things after I ran for 400m....
...there was so great saturday ever...
I ran at the complex just having fun with friends and gain more experience...
... after the day onward
I cannot move my body as usual because of my muscle quite so tired and trained suddenly .. I ran without any practice....thank God ..no faint..
... afTer that , we went to kK terminal for heading kk to move back hoMe..and because of too tired I just slept unconscious in bus until kk terminal .Went there , I just go to the other bus heading clinic luyang/UniRazak and reach home.
..at home I am quite so tired until I did not do my house work which is cooking and leading the prayer meeting. I felt guilty for that , btw , they understand me.Thank God for giving me such kind of friends.God bless them abundantly.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
foRgiVeneSs
Forgiveness (2)
By MeL Scribe, Australia
How can we find the strength to forgive?
On the cross, Jesus prayed with his dying breath, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” This man, who had done no wrong in his life, had every right to demand their destruction, and every power to carry out their sentences justly. They wanted him dead, and they accomplished it, but instead of cursing them, this innocent man chose to plead for their souls, hard as their hearts were against him. Who is this Jesus guy? Why should I care about what he did or said? Maybe he was an important man, sure, but why should I be concerned with him? Yes I’ve heard of him somewhere sometime, but why should he worry me? So what if he’s such a controversial man?
Well, it looks like you missed the bit about his never doing anything wrong in his life. That’s only comprehensible if you believe that Jesus is God. There! I should have said this earlier, and it’s taken me so long to say so, but we both needed a chance to warm up to each other and to the topic at hand. Because Jesus is God, He is perfect. Everything about Him is perfect.
The road to self-discovery starts here, my friend. Either you can choose to completely reject all I have written to you and keep living your own way, or you can live this new and better life, giving God control over your life, which He already has, anyway. That’s right. Control over your life. God won’t bring you to anything you can’t get through, and He’s not going to completely and utterly annihilate you because He loves you.
Am I going too fast for you to catch onto me? I’ll strain out my ramblings. God loves you, more than anything you can possibly imagine. Well, unless you can imagine someone sending his or her son to hell to save you, which is what God sent Jesus to do, then yeah. Why would He do that? Because we have all rejected God and pushed Him away because we didn’t want Him in our lives—that is the one thing He can’t forgive. We deserve the death sentence, and to be separated from God for the rest of eternity, but Jesus took our sentence on Himself when He died for us on that cross. Every wrong thing you have ever done can be forgiven—if only you believe it.
So, you can choose to reject God for who He is and what control He actually has over your life and ignore His love for you, try to run your life in your own haphazard way, and face the consequences of being condemned by God and facing death and judgement, which I know isn’t going to be pretty. Or you can choose to submit to Jesus as your ruler, rely on His death and coming back to life, and be forgiven by God and receive His gift of eternal life.
If you want to know more, you should—you guessed it—start going to a church near you, where you can learn more about Christianity.
By MeL Scribe, Australia
How can we find the strength to forgive?
On the cross, Jesus prayed with his dying breath, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” This man, who had done no wrong in his life, had every right to demand their destruction, and every power to carry out their sentences justly. They wanted him dead, and they accomplished it, but instead of cursing them, this innocent man chose to plead for their souls, hard as their hearts were against him. Who is this Jesus guy? Why should I care about what he did or said? Maybe he was an important man, sure, but why should I be concerned with him? Yes I’ve heard of him somewhere sometime, but why should he worry me? So what if he’s such a controversial man?
Well, it looks like you missed the bit about his never doing anything wrong in his life. That’s only comprehensible if you believe that Jesus is God. There! I should have said this earlier, and it’s taken me so long to say so, but we both needed a chance to warm up to each other and to the topic at hand. Because Jesus is God, He is perfect. Everything about Him is perfect.
The road to self-discovery starts here, my friend. Either you can choose to completely reject all I have written to you and keep living your own way, or you can live this new and better life, giving God control over your life, which He already has, anyway. That’s right. Control over your life. God won’t bring you to anything you can’t get through, and He’s not going to completely and utterly annihilate you because He loves you.
Am I going too fast for you to catch onto me? I’ll strain out my ramblings. God loves you, more than anything you can possibly imagine. Well, unless you can imagine someone sending his or her son to hell to save you, which is what God sent Jesus to do, then yeah. Why would He do that? Because we have all rejected God and pushed Him away because we didn’t want Him in our lives—that is the one thing He can’t forgive. We deserve the death sentence, and to be separated from God for the rest of eternity, but Jesus took our sentence on Himself when He died for us on that cross. Every wrong thing you have ever done can be forgiven—if only you believe it.
So, you can choose to reject God for who He is and what control He actually has over your life and ignore His love for you, try to run your life in your own haphazard way, and face the consequences of being condemned by God and facing death and judgement, which I know isn’t going to be pretty. Or you can choose to submit to Jesus as your ruler, rely on His death and coming back to life, and be forgiven by God and receive His gift of eternal life.
If you want to know more, you should—you guessed it—start going to a church near you, where you can learn more about Christianity.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
...MaLaySia Day...
....Malaysia Day...( 16 sept 2010 )
the date best ever to have fun..ehehe...ada ka..
ada mU...it was so fun for me..working for the whole day and getting tired and exhausted..LOL...
Malaysia is a nation that consist various races and wonderful place to stay ... even though there got various languages and religions and belief ... they still can live together as a neighbour either friends....it's so fun to be here in Malaysia...
we Love it and appreciate what God had done to this country... amen...
..stay relax and cool ...Love it...
GOD BLESS MALAYSIA..!!!!
the date best ever to have fun..ehehe...ada ka..
ada mU...it was so fun for me..working for the whole day and getting tired and exhausted..LOL...
Malaysia is a nation that consist various races and wonderful place to stay ... even though there got various languages and religions and belief ... they still can live together as a neighbour either friends....it's so fun to be here in Malaysia...
we Love it and appreciate what God had done to this country... amen...
..stay relax and cool ...Love it...
GOD BLESS MALAYSIA..!!!!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
weiRd thIng ever..
..waw..it's a weird thing ever..the story goes like this ... when my younger sister was married earlier than me..waw...ehehhe...what I feel is all things changed including my life..unusual already..so weird...kos..normally .. we used to played around with my younger sister and brother and making a joke to them..waw...the atmosphere in my life now totally changed...
waw...nightmare..the band boys played the musics 'till mid night and there still got some peoples dancing and singing ... and there was fight when the sak fu guys group 'buat hal' at our village...how pity them..what can we do when peoples get drunk and uncontrollable...but..the sad story is...I was involved in fight...I punching and kick those guys...ahaha..I feel so guilty....but anyway the reason why I did it is because want to help my uncles and to protect the ceremony...for my sister's wedding.... it's ok la...
the time will goes by and show the habit of our life how's going...and there we will know how is our life wanna be .... whether we were able to handle our thought or instead of we still weak in handling the emotion...it's quite so hard...
me in a maniac style...hapPy wedding day again to my sister may The Lord God bLess you abundantly...and His will happens in your life...amen..so great that time and at the early morning I just follow my cousin and asked them to drop at T-junction and I went to Kudat to see dad before leave for KK...
...... It was so great...
the picture ( right ) ...is my niece..she is a kind of cute niece..huu...I like her smiles and all kind of her acted...she became an escort bride that time during my younger sister's wedding...and beside her there still more of them including my sister's friends became an escort bride..there look so funny and make me laughed...they were right and always make me sense to laughed..so funny...
become so nonsense...huhu...now the left is me and my younger brother who is still study form 4 and me study university...the life journey is still on...still a lot of things to do on the future...as I always said...we don't know what the future hoLd...all my life journey is written in God's hand....may the mighty Lord do His wiLL in me..amin..^_^...LiFe muSt Be gO on no matTer whatever happEns...and whatever happened....happens...
the time will goes by and show the habit of our life how's going...and there we will know how is our life wanna be .... whether we were able to handle our thought or instead of we still weak in handling the emotion...it's quite so hard...
...... It was so great...
the picture ( right ) ...is my niece..she is a kind of cute niece..huu...I like her smiles and all kind of her acted...she became an escort bride that time during my younger sister's wedding...and beside her there still more of them including my sister's friends became an escort bride..there look so funny and make me laughed...they were right and always make me sense to laughed..so funny...become so nonsense...huhu...now the left is me and my younger brother who is still study form 4 and me study university...the life journey is still on...still a lot of things to do on the future...as I always said...we don't know what the future hoLd...all my life journey is written in God's hand....may the mighty Lord do His wiLL in me..amin..^_^...LiFe muSt Be gO on no matTer whatever happEns...and whatever happened....happens...
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
..enjOy it...
..maCam d koREa kUnu..ahaha...
weLL...I had a great time that time...washed away all the boring time and followed this short mission trip..ehehe....we've faced so many things including the leaking of the Land rover ( power stearing ) .... and wetted by the heavy rain during repairing the leaking...but unfortunately...the leaking host was broken and the land rover couldn't functioned as usual....huhu..weLL..it's God's grace He gave us the intention not to move back but looking for the other alternative to solve the problems...thank God for everything..without HIs help..we cannot do His will...
that picture...we have to stayed at tuaran mee while we're waiting for uncle to come because that time he went back kk to look for a proper transport for us so that we can continue our journey...so many temptation...we waited there until almost 8 pm .... huhu..but ..our faith to serve for the Lord never fades away...It still burning until forever..amen..that time I still remember I ordered mee soup tuaran..and the rest ordered the tuaran mee..huhu..the taste is just awe some..great..and delicious...but..unfortunately we were too full until we cannot finish those mees...^_^...need to tapau and brought it to the mission destination.. thank God for He is always be with us no matter in every circumstances...He never leave nor forsake us alone..( heb 13: 5 )..amen..Praise the Lord...thanks also to uncle for his kindness and make us comfortable and free to worship the Lord....God bless HIm abundantly..amen..^_^
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
thIngs caNnot stAnd...
..well..honestly...sometimes I feel like so alone , nobody's care , rejected , useless in everything.I dunno la what the future hold about me...still wondering...quite so tired in dissapointing , suffering , commented , it is like all I do is all wrong and all those peoples surround me is totally correct.I still dunNo until when I can stand this temptation...wanna be the best but I have to beat the less also...waw...mati pun susah , hidup pun lagi la susah...so I got no choice..life must be goes on no matter what happen...
I love my self , I love God as He loves me , I love my family as well and all my friends surround me....waw....as the things goes up and down and I become older I still don't have the heart of ready to be an adult .... I just can't be an adult..but what I can do fot it...time will pass faster ... I am quite so tired , exhausted , loveless , useless , undependtion ... aaarrggHHH...!!!..so many la...LOL...what la this life...God is still exist .... amen..I still cannot understand the life...once I talk about something all peoples laughed at me..so nonsense..ahahha...this is .. for me the real temptation...my question about my self is..until when I can stand on this life storm...I tired of everything .. being someone is quite so hard and complicated , it killing me..waw...
.... tired..indescribable...it is more than words I can say...ahaahha..I know that when we get trouble in life we cannot be sad at all..honestly it is true..but how long it could be...until when the pain will suffer us...???...waww...at least I can rest totally la...waw..it's banging me up...there are so many lesson in human natural life beyond any tragedy , accident , and so on but why there still no repentation among the crowd...LOL...so many things...just get relax saja...no special ... only sin that we can bear if we live alone without God...tiRed..but enjoy...that we call pure life....
I love my self , I love God as He loves me , I love my family as well and all my friends surround me....waw....as the things goes up and down and I become older I still don't have the heart of ready to be an adult .... I just can't be an adult..but what I can do fot it...time will pass faster ... I am quite so tired , exhausted , loveless , useless , undependtion ... aaarrggHHH...!!!..so many la...LOL...what la this life...God is still exist .... amen..I still cannot understand the life...once I talk about something all peoples laughed at me..so nonsense..ahahha...this is .. for me the real temptation...my question about my self is..until when I can stand on this life storm...I tired of everything .. being someone is quite so hard and complicated , it killing me..waw...
boRing...weLL..it's mE...
..LOL..life is cheerful and beatiful made..it is so fun..hoho...there got class , house work , maybe on the future I will have my assignment soon , go to work , serving the Lord , and doing all stuff , ..waw...it is what we call life responsible...ahaha..ong boroson...kunun la....I love sometimes facing the busy life but not the busy body one .. I used to work my body as well because I love it ... ahaha...getting tired , frustrated , stressed and so on. sometimes I like it so much but sometime I hate to be in that place..ahaha...ada ka...anyway .. I have to practice my faith and try the new thing every single day in my life so that I can gain more knowledge....heaheha...get out from the comfort zone is much better for me..so that we know tha level of our faith or our knowledge where we can survive with it...
ahahha...it is my daily life...I am normal and used to be like that la...never be perfect but always have commitment when I do something even though I got so tired...exhausted...ahaha...there was one day when I cannot move my body as usual..ahaha...when I remember it i felt it was so funny .. takut mati uda..ahahha....what I need to do is just take some time to relax and some rest in physically..kos it was so exhausted...huhu...
life schedule is fun but I don't like that my schedule controlling me .. I am the one who created them then I got my authority in it...ahaha...whatever I do , I 'll do it according the schedule but with my own skills and flexibility...ehehe...watch out guYZ...life is challenges..you must stand on it..count on it...ahahha...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
..entah la....
..... wat ever in this world we've faced ... it is used to pressing us even I got so tired to face it...huhu...used to be like that la...the real life of the world and as I grows up I saw peoples surround me there got so many thing that I couldn't stand ... it is because there are so many life diversity and human natural habitual .... hohooho....if could turn back the time to my childhood or my primary school..hohoho...how happy I am...^_^..but I got no authority for that...well...huhu...
....it is me...recently...hoho..facing the challenging life...LOL...
... fight for the life....anyway .. now I am reading book 'your best life now'...it is so inspirational book ever..giving me spirit of confidence to gain the dream as well....knowing that through me I can do something that other peoples can't or unable to do...but with God strength la...ahah...I like to be different and keeping silent sometimes for some reasons..LOL....my friends asking me about me..ahaha..' freddy , why I couldn't understanding you , your character is like the weather , there got heavy rain , suddenly sun shine .... ahaha....so weird..'..
ahahha...that was a toughes question ever .. I just answer .... I also couldn't understand my self , how can I answer your question ,...huiahuaua....funny the movie betul..^_^...LOL...dude...all thing go through for some reasons...
... we don't know what the future hold...ahahha...whatever happens .. happens...
... fight for the life....anyway .. now I am reading book 'your best life now'...it is so inspirational book ever..giving me spirit of confidence to gain the dream as well....knowing that through me I can do something that other peoples can't or unable to do...but with God strength la...ahah...I like to be different and keeping silent sometimes for some reasons..LOL....my friends asking me about me..ahaha..' freddy , why I couldn't understanding you , your character is like the weather , there got heavy rain , suddenly sun shine .... ahaha....so weird..'..
ahahha...that was a toughes question ever .. I just answer .... I also couldn't understand my self , how can I answer your question ,...huiahuaua....funny the movie betul..^_^...LOL...dude...all thing go through for some reasons...
... we don't know what the future hold...ahahha...whatever happens .. happens...
Monday, August 23, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
ministry
He is the way
Sbab Kau Besar Eva - Lena Hellmark
Key: G
G Bm E
Ku b'ri kemuliaan dan hormat
Am F D
Kuangkat suara pujian, kuagungkan namaMu
G Bm E
Kub'ri kemuliaan dan hormat
Am Cm7 D7
Kuangkat suara pujian, kuagungkan namaMu
Reff:
G Em
S'bab Kau Besar, perbuatanMu ajaib
C Am7 D
Tiada seperti Engkau, tiada seperti Engkau
G Em
S'bab Kau Besar, perbuatanMu ajaib
C Am7 D G
Tiada seperti Engkau, tiada seperti Engkau
life living
hi guys...how are you doing...well it is the one real thing that we still live here in the world....I am a young book writer and I like to be opened minded as well...for nobody's perfect in this world ..... so , stiLL neEd a lot of people surround to improve for wHat I am...my lecturer said ' it take time to discover for who we are ' .... so hope there's God's humble slave to help me to build it up my ability or even my talent as well..even though I am not good enough ..at leaST I become my self as well...I become for who I am..^_^
I am happy for who I am...
I am happy for who I am...
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